ErinnAinsley

(Thankfully it is just with my sister... and a little with my mom... I would crumble if I had to deal with this in reaction to everybody around me, yikes)

Oh yeh.... not with just anyone but with my sister for sure. Like when she injured her ankle, i got mystery pain and stiffness before I even knew about it. Months later it would still come back to bug her for periods of time, usually starting very suddenly. It happened to hit me so hard one night we were out walking together I nearly tripped and she said she had just felt her ankle "pop" the wrong way and pain start to kick in even though she had not done anything new to it. It was just another flareup. That happened for a while and then got better but ever since then I noticed stuff she would go through I would end up getting something that mimicked it or a very weird wound, stiffness or bruise of the same area, or a milder version of symptoms. It's serious stuff considering when she had her first child and ended up with some unexpected lacerations, I ended up with a gaping wound in the general area of you guessed it, something unlike anything I've ever had before.... I'm not exaggerating a bit..., and it wasn't even a rational injury or event, it just showed and stuck around several days, not from some thing you'd expect to be injured from in any way shape or form. It manifested from the inside out Feels super weird telling that last story lol but that is truly how bizarre it can get. Enjoy lol

I purchased some in a (weird) daze of adoration some time ago, and am legit addicted to the smell of it and drawn to it but no idea what uses it is best for still... also curious... I did make up a rice recipe using it recently which turned out just divine, of course I never wrote it down, but it goes into rice nicely I think.

There's been a lot of coyotes making their presence known around here lately but that is very normal for this time of year. Last time I encountered one it wasn't so normal, nor the time before that so I went looking things up and it turns out a local indiginous tribe here believes the coyote signifies/symbolizes what basically is called the "shadow self" in more modern or jungian lingo, and dealing with it, facing it, learning lessons from it... The night I had that first unlikely encounter with a coyote and had looked that up, "just by chance" the podcast at the top of my feed spent a good chunk of time talking about the shadow self and about the symbology of coyotes.... most curious yeeah...

This is what's happened to me in a bad way and I haven't got an answer but the first thing that came to my mind so far is to just do something of a working for self care purposes no matter what as if it were the utmost importance regardless of how much energy you have to believe that starting out.... I've done things for other people but yet to take my own advice on that one. Might be a good experiment, I will let you know

I know two people that have gone there. One said his reading was incredible. Precise and the woman knew things she couldn't possibly know and it got into some stuff he didn't want to talk about and so accurately that he cut the reading short. The other person said their reading was as good as a party trick and a bit of psychology but nothing "psychic" As for religious practices or anything else about the place they didn't say much and I've never been there but if I had the chance might go for fun.

If I'm not decidedly in the mode to "read" and just shuffling and being careless/distracted I put it back, now usually without even looking because it didn't seem applicable to what I was going to read on typically, if ever or maybe very vaguely at best. But If I'm already thinking of my question with focus, and settled into that "mode", and while shuffling something takes flight, it always ends up being an important part of the reading I find.

I think I mentioned it on here or to you before, but I usually can't read future with cards. It gets weird and cryptic and usually very very wrong after the fact. The cards will give me a good bio/story of someone's past or pick up on "unknowns" that prove to be true perhaps later, but never predict future behaviour or events it seems. That's just with the cards and I can't say I've tried that hard to read the future in any other way I suppose. I've made "predictions" to other people based on information that was already presently true but they couldn't possibly know about yet, and that's the best it gets for "future" lol I've had (rare) dreams of scenarios that were yet to happen and recognized them when they did but they were really trivial. Just seemed like glitches in reality that I saw them at all beforehand. Not useful to anything that I can recall. Really trippy and really seemingly pointless lol Not sure where I am best focused but I am not a good forecaster, I know this much.

Hahaha... Cute... i was never made to sit in the corner as a kid, so it might be especially effective on me. No tolerance. I spent more time running from a wooden spoon that always seemed to break when it caught me..

Maybe the stuff we used was very unsafe/not food grade lol oh boy Seems all our human visitors survived it, so far... I looked up the CimeXa and it's pretty obtainable, so that's awesome.

Those things scare me, I hope to never end up with them...I was puzzled about the diatomaceous earth thing because we used it when bedbugs were a big problem in town and we would have patients with bedbugs. There was a whole protocol but one of the things we did was put the DE around the feet of their beds, the perimeter of the wall of the admitting rooms and a line of it at the doorway. I personally close-up watched a significant number of them try to cross the line of DE and die within 30 seconds of contact. I wonder why you didn't find it to work... I doubt they could have adapted their breathing holes so quickly to the stuff (though they are creepy and tough little freaks) and wondering if the brand you had maybe was a scam... I can only hope because I was feeling confident I knew how to war with them should they return.. The stuff definitely saved our facility from potential infestation. Not a single complaint in several years. Ughhhh...:/ (That said, hopefully should the need arise, I can find the product you mentioned here!!)

I had a wicked flying dream today (sleeping for night shift, daytime dreams are usually extra vivid and solid, because my body isn't expecting to deep-sleep I guess) I was in a familiar landscape, my aunts old apartment when she lived in a big city and I would go there when my mother had to go away. I always go back there in dreams repeatedly for some reason.. In any case, it was so so cool, I could feel the texture of the carpet beneath my feet and smell the leaves of the plants on the balcony, everything totally realistic and coloured and textured. I really thought I was awake. And in the big living room area I decided to jump up and down and I had this faint suspicion something was off about how I could move in the space around me... I found that some part of me just kept floating up to the ceiling and could fly off or straight up teleport to various corners At one point I decided I wanted back down and "lost" whatever body I thought I had and turned myself into a pancake spread out over the carpet. I started to panic... It had been fun but I had to wake up for work...wtf! This was too real, how do I get out? Lolol... I managed to chill out, explored the rest of the apartment, found a bunch of shoes that my sister gave away (or destroyed) on me when I had to go away to school and could only bring limited luggage. I enjoyed those for awhile. I flew out of the building eventually and ended up at a church where there was a trick door and if you weren't expecting it you would go straight off the edge of a cliff, fall a VERY long distance, and end up in this pristine swimming hole. Vibrant crystal blue water... Everyone else was having fun but I lost my mind again, at the sheer height and the expectation to participate in this swim. So I went and bought three canoes. I'm not sure why I needed three canoes or how I forgot so quickly that I could just fly, if I preferred not to fall.. Children stole my canoes, and some guy ended up pushing me off the cliff. I woke up because I was refusing to breath so long as I felt I was still underwater... And was apparently holding my breath for real. Sorry. That was long. I love carrying on about dreams, to a fault perhaps..

Throw that fit! Let 'Em know! I could take a lesson from this too, I've always been the type to be concerned with behaving... Squeaky wheel gets the grease!

Not one bit fun. I think my lifespan is permanently shortened by days like this, so does that mean after a few years I get permission to suffocate one of them in a vat of frankincense? Maybe even two. I mean, fair is fair, right? Ahem. I shouldn't be on the Internet in this state. Going to find chocolate.

This explains my workplace so much right now lol... If we have 6 people they are calm and straightforward to work with. As soon as we have 18 people in residence and a workload where just the basics on a hypothetical perfect day are too much for staff we inevitably have a ridiculous set of the most unique crises possible. Every. Fucking. Time. That's also today in a nut shell over here if anyone was curious lol

Anything to report? So so curious...I just looked at her site last night and it appears the ones you got are both out of stock. my god how much did you buy??!! Jk.. ;) (Seriously tho, she was out of stock...)

The egg white is good protein for starts, I wonder if there's a way to make a version with less sugar or a different sweetener!

Not that I actually have time for the next couple days yet, but it seems odd timing that I mistakenly bought an extra dozen eggs and then see this.. Would be awesome for Mother's Day gifts to give out but that is an ambitious goal right now.

I do lavender sugar cookies with a tinted lavender coloured icing and some edible glitter.. Sometimes add dried blueberries and lemon zest. Both or one of them. I'm going to have to try these meringues next because I've grown weary of my sugar cookie addiction but not the lavender usage :)

Oh okay. Very interesting, sounds sensible. I don't have a presence or connection with Anubis that I'm aware of but I mean for someone who does, it seems especially sensible, anyhow.

Same where I am... I'm not sure where you are, but I'm in Ontario, Can. and the temperatures we are having just now used to be what I remember in early March as a child and it's been bugging me. Doesn't seem right at all.

I thought the acting was AWFUL initially but whatever it was about it seemed to gain its own charm after a couple episodes. And regardless of this, I kind of stopped watching for no apparent reason, probably due to night shifts... Might go back to it now. Curiousity is piqued lol

The possibility actually crossed my mind but given my other "successes" or lack thereof I figured it was more likely my disability to work with the pendulum lol..but certainly something to remember if I do attempt it seriously again. The one I made has jade, as the main piece. I don't know if that has any bearing on the function of the pendulum, it just seemed like a nice idea, to have that particular piece as part of my first pendulum. I really like the idea of using DNA somehow for pendulum used for personal and body related questions. That would be something worth trying, I'm sure. Is there a particular area/ purpose that the Anubis pendulum functions well with?

A very close/dear friend of mine had a hurricane literally hit the coast right on her wedding day, and we were putting our heads together trying to pray and influence and visualize as best we could, how this day could play out without disappointment. The wedding was indoors but the only plans made for photos were oceanfront and outdoors and literally fishing shacks and trees were getting crushed all around the area we were in. It just so happened that right as we left the ceremony for photos, the rain stopped right before our eyes, and the sun came out. Nothing had been damaged right in the area outside where photos were to be done, despite the fact that there was damage all around elsewhere. The eye of the storm stayed over us long enough to get every possible photo that had been planned and requested, and then some. Just as we left to go to the reception, the storm resumed. You can go back through her wedding photos and you won't see a single one leaving any hint that there was a bloody hurricane making landfall that day. Unless a few extra sparkles on the foliage from raindrops, and everything being a little extra verdant from the recent rain counts. ;) Seems that getting a bunch of heads together on it did the trick... But who knows for sure. That might be something to take into consideration in any case!

Being aware of the cycles in nature is crucial to survival and transformation of the concept into a very potent symbol in the collective unconscious probably occurred long before any creature could verbalize.. Straight up survival, I think. Acknowledging the cycle enabled survival, preparation for change, when to stay or go, what was going or coming, etc.. Humans don't have a deep need for the cycle.... But the cycle needs to be acknowledged and observed, or ignored to our peril. And then it went from there. All the way up to being revered, religious, other types of cycles being noted and compared. Of course there is a resulting comfort, sense of power or other playoff, in acknowledging cycles which may no longer be crucial to our survival or well-being on that physical level regardless, and it is a huge part of our social existence in many forms. I'm just trying to spout off what goes through my head on the matter, I don't know fo certain but this is what I suspect thus far, , and hopefully it makes sense lol