Re-read this Startella, a couple of years back I think. I knew what you meant, and I agree...but didn't really understand how I fitted in? I was brought up by my Grandmother...who taught me many things but not witchcraft? But I was wrong her and her mother were traditionals, and big ones once I learned enough to spot the 'craft' recently: Midwives, first called to the dying, groups meeting regular, herbs potions on high shelves, lanterns and candles, secret books and 'visitors' on a regular basis. But in their time...it was different, a very secret world. I know all the things you talk about but it didn't know the 'modern' names. Found out on my maternal side as well...yep, my mother... found out just last week after 20years in the dark. It is in your blood, I've always known what I could do and never knew why? And it's so natural I just do it. I may not know the 'terms' and 'names' but I have the natural ability. How many more out there like me? It's like a great darkness has lifted, I'm so proud now of who and what I am.