Now I think this is the feeling of Witch. One foot in, one foot out. We look at everything differently. We are out of time and out of place. At least what is socially acceptable and what would be considered the 'norm'.
And even beyond that. To cross the hedge, to go under the mound, to talk to the dead at their table etc.
That doorway I was looking for was witchcraft. Or rather the doorway to the rest of our world, the one most people don't even notice.
That's great! I feel the same way! I have thought things all the time like "I want to go home, please!!", and with the craft i do feel more at home - it makes living in this period ok for me, maybe even enjoyable Today i was thinking about how everything fell in place, how my whole life suddenly made sense, from when i was a kid up til now. I was thinking "wow what a journey, what a struggle, to end up here and be ready for it finally". It would seem strange to others i think. my husband has no idea what i'm feeling and it's something i can't share with him at this moment.