My husband and I have lived in this apartment for about 7 months, and I've noticed a significant different in the energy here than in our previous homes. It's heavier, harder to "hold up" under, if that makes sense. And I don't know if it's because of the lack of sunlight (we're shaded all around and the only part that gets any direct sunlight is the patio in the morning), or something else. It might also be that I'm tired of being alone in it all day - and this might be a manifestation of my frustration at still being unemployed. A couple of years ago, I would have gone to my doctor and asked for an increased dose of my AD. I really don't want to do that, though, because this stuff already screws with my emotions enough - I'm so even-keeled that it's hard to be happy. And I wonder if the AD isn't affecting my power, too, because I can't push as much emotion into my work as I used to.

I think Monday I'll do some serious energy clearing - something I've not done completely since we moved in. I've done some little things to lighten the mood so to speak, but nothing complete. If this doesn't work, then I have more of an issue that I thought.