Thanks to this very special community & a very sweet person, I have started finding direction in my mundane life. I even decided tonight to bring forth & old dream. I'm going to check into nursing. I always liked helping others & especially the elderly & talking with someone tonight I have started bringing my mundane dreams to life.
I'm going to be checking on funding to go to school to become a nurse. I've heard that at 40 you get a second wind & I feel like this is mine. I'm coming back to joining the real world. I can finally say that I am among the living again & am not a zombie anymore. :carrot::carrot::carrot::carrot::carrot: