For all who have been aware of my stuff since returning from scarry land...I found a new doctor who is taking a holistic and case management approach to my entire medical situation. I have reduced my daily meds by 3 pills already, and I am doing much better dealing with the problems from the ex and the kids. They no longer affect me as seriously as they did when I first came back. My connection to enegery is also returning. It is not yet constant, but I can tap into it when needed most of the time. The shields are still weak, but they are getting stronger and more controlled.