Well all it has been a long while since I have posted a blog so here goes.
As the Title stats, the darkness is rising....within myself. I have been feeling very dark and angry the last few days maybe longer. I cant put the finger on any one thing, I am just seemingly being bombed by so much that I have no control over. and it is starting to eat at me. Starting to make me want to do something, anything, nothing illegal mind you just something to release some tension and some of this building anger that is reaching near boiling point. There is nothing I can do to correct any of it, at least to my knowledge. I have been burning my candles one after the other trying to aid me in anyway possible. But even that don't seem to do anything. My next thought was to focus some of this dark energy im feeling toward someone that has pissed me off but that wont do anything to fix the problem, but it would make me feel better for a min. well thats it for now I lost interest in doing anymore. ttyl.