I just feel so angry all the time as of late. I'm agressive, short-tempered and I do not care for anyone apart from a certain few at the moment. I went for a run earlier to the point where I just sat by the river crying. I can't even put a specific reason behind it again and this is a common thing now and I really don't know what to do. I wwant to run till I can't feel my legs.
I use the term 'dark and scary' loosely however... I was thinking about everything to do with life, the way we interact, the way we talk and respect (well, lack of) each other, the way we treat nature and so on, so forth. Then a thought came to me that I would much rather not be alive anymore... When I say this, I say it not because I'm going to kill myself as I would never be selfish enough to leave the ones I love in greif and agony but if I was given a choice that I could be wiped of the face